Had a really good day slacking at home today... use com... iron clothes, sweep floor (these 2 not under the slack category) and take nap! So now i'm quite awake... i love taking naps... esp when i dun have the chance to take naps so often due to work! Haiz...

Speaking of which... tml is the 15th again... which means i've been with stb for 5 months... 5 months is a short stint for the perms there but it's long for me... considering that i can work to a max of 7 months plus... but dun think i can stay tat long... i've decided that the earliest i'll leave would be 30th june n latest maybe 15th july? So i can have a full 7 months there? Hahaz...

Looking back... 1st 2 months plus was enjoyable... i do not feel the "sian-ness" of working at all... from then on it was okok i guess... until completion of the 4th month nears... which was not long ago... i started feeling sian... maybe it's cos of the fact that my knocking off time on some days have shifted to a later time due to the request/need/want (by me myself and i or by someone else) for completion of certain tasks by that day? but we might have brought it opon ourselves by having extended lunchtime... hahahaz...

My thoughts are contradictory... on one hand... it's like working is so sian... argh!! On the other hand, there's a pinch of sadness when i think of the end of my assignment there... There are stuff which i like and enjoy, and things i dislike and do not enjoy over there... I guess no matter what, i've felt something for that place... the frens i've made there, the pple i've worked with (or rather helped) in my dept... being the sentimental me, i'll definately look back when the work stint end... until my feelings slowly fade away as i step into the next phase of life...

Life in university... not prepared... not excited... dunno how i feel towards it....